Closure is something I feel is needed every where, like in movies where, well for example the amazing Nightmare on Elm St. movies, Freddy never really dies at the end. Yes the heroine kills him but then there is that short 3 to 5 second scene right before the credits where you might see his claw or the sleeve of his shirt or he might even pop out from the shadows. When that happens I can never feel like I have seen the whole story like what happens? Does she get away? Does he kill her? You never know…until Final Nightmare (Number six in the series when he dies…but then again there is New Nightmare… number 7 but that’s supposed to be all different.) Or another example is when people get mad at you and ignore you and don’t tell you why.
Well, the point is I want closure. This will be my final xanga entry, unless I pull a Freddy and come back again. I will dish out all the bad stuff about people I hate and soooo much DRAMA!!!!!
Just kidding…so I divided this entry into 10 sections
Section 1: School
School is swell. Grades are decent, and well I have found a lot of mistakes that teachers have done on my papers this year which makes me wonder if this has always been happening. Or the teachers have been out to get me!
Section 2: Enemies
Enemies are null and void I guess. I try not to think about it, I hardly do actually. I frankly just don’t talk to them. To me they are just people in the background. “There is a special place in hell reserved for people like that!”
Section 3: Personal Life
Friends, Family such…I will keep this quiet too many tales to tell. I also don’t want to write anything about them because I like them so much and like xangas are so negative most of the time. So I am not going to put stuff bout them on it. LOVE MY BROTHER!
Section 4: Other stuff
Went to my job today, yippie gonna work in the winter…I NEED money I might seem like a Rich Richingson but I spend a lot of money on people…and going out to eat with people like every weekend is HECKA EXPENSIVE! Its like OMG and then movies and UGH!!!! SOOOOO MUCH MONEY. I still have like $1000 dollars and $679 in my bank (not to brag heheh) but my wallet money, yeah its only $40 talk about poor!
Section 5: Other People
I find it kind of sad that I was the only one in my second period class to bring in cans for the poor. I find it very very sad. Plus the hurricane, yeah everyone seems to have forgotten about that. There are still tons of people out there without homes and such. Some times this world and the cruel people in it make me sick. That’s why whenever I see a Santa on the street I give him a dollar or to…you know the ones that ring the bells.
Section 6: ViDeO gAmEs
Haven’t played that much recently, the last one I played was Kingdom Hearts, yeah I am basically the camp of it. A while ago before thanksgiving break I beat it in one day. I have the Ultima and found every little secret. Plus Chain of Memories yeah mastered it. Sigh I haven’t played in SUCH a long time. I need to get back to my roots
Section 7: TEE-VEE
Still not that much, I have been recently watching random shows, a lot of the food network. I love Kicthen stadium and that one southern lady who always like eats her food, she is kinda fat but she is sooo funny. She like takes these cookies she made out of the oven and is like “Oh I think I will have a few yum yum” and she eats like two. And when she goes to like this nut store she eats like all these nuts and chocolates and there is a sign in the back. I LOVE the Amazing Race I watch all of that. I have watched a bit of Veronica Mars…people from buffy were on it. Oh and I saw America’s next top model (They were in LONDON, ENGLAND CRYYYYY KIMMY I MISS YOU) oh and part of the Victoria Secret Fashion show…yeah not all of it I went to bed.
Section 8: Myspace
Myspace is cool…yet so addicting…I NEED to go on it less.
Section 9: Life w/o glasses
Its funny my true friends even though I can't see them, I can. Like I know where they are and everyone else is just a blurry mass. So sorry if you say hi to me in the hallway and I don’t say hi back, its cuz I don’t see you. Unless I don’t like you and choose not to say hi back…oh Henry I don’t dislike you I just didn’t see you! SORRY!
Section 9: Life
Life is to live. So live it to your best. Have no regrets. If anyone tries to put regrets on my I have no problem yelling at them.
Section 10: Dance
Dance unit in P.E. have an awesome partner. Sigh I get really into it cept when I have to dance in front of people then I get scared and start spazzing out! Also I don’t make fun of other people dancing…no matter how humorous it is…because that’s just cruel.
And so I end my closer thing. Those of you who think you know me…as a silent type, psycho killer, or even completely nice all around good person. You don’t really know me then. I look forward to the Holidays and I wish everyone a good one.
I bid you all fare well and end with this quote
“Children might grow up, but adults are always children”
PS - I am aware there are two nines
PSS - I don't use my xanga much because I have a writen Journal that I keep now...its almost full. I find it safer to share my day with myself then some stranger.
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